it may be that time of month or even that time of the year where i'm overwhelmed with melancholy emotions. seasonal depression? perhaps. or does the weather just force you to be inside, with less distractions, and confront reality.
i'm dissatisfied and incomplete. i feel that i'm not using my time wisely and i'm bored with repetition. everyday has become the same. eat, learn, eat, learn, eat, sleep or more along the lines of: eat, memorize, eat, memorize, sleep.
i feel like my day should consist of so much more and feelings of doubt has returned. is this where i want to be? is this where i imagined myself to be years ago? i'm just building a foundation for a successful future. i guess you start from the ground up, and the starting place isn't always ideal.
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