halloween has ended - turning back time for daylight savings and a new month has begun. this is my month, my year, my life. it's november and i'm 8 days barely legal. i'm about two months into school and am having the time of my life. it's funny how you anticipate things to be so different than they actually turn out. always, i've been more of a seattle girl caught up in the "bright lights, big city" way of it all and here i am, in bellingham, in love more than ever. the mentality of it all is unbelievably great... where materials mean nothing and good company means everything.
i'm so excited for what's in store and am finding that balance to maintain a good life socially and academically.
i miss my family and friends, but i'm moving forward and nothing's holding me back. i can't wait to see where i am five years from now. this is just the beginning and it is so promising. i've made a good set of friends that i would've never expected four years ago. they're all there for me and appreciate the person i am unlike the superficial bullshit i dealt with with everyone besides bryce and olivia. i'm not as judgmental and certainly less concerned with what others think about me. i think i'm finally content... comfortable with the person i am... to an extent. once i know my place, and a specific destination i'm going i will be more satisfied. but for now, i'm just going in a positive direction that will eventually lead me to exactly where i want to be.
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